I sat in the room filled with ugly thoughts,
I repeatedly toss it off, as mere illusion,
nothing I did could stop it,
it was a cruel haunting on loop ;
I could feel the coldness of this space,
like I was in a freezer – blood shunting,
I trace the goose bumps on my skin.
my heart pounding harder by seconds,
as I fight hard for a breath of air,
I heard a deafening thump from top ;
in the blind darkness of the room,
three stroke of light sneaks in,
slow forming a shadow on the wall,
plain, deformed black silhouette,
luxurious locks, weaken red fingers.
green thickset, round-shouldered figure,
subtle blue aura, filed with emotions ;
she is a spectrum of heartaches.