Here I am standing out of my mind,
knocking myself into a state of acceptance,
questions of its worth, anguishing pain –

flow in my veins, turning into poison, 

consuming my hope as the clock clicks,
i keep running inside my head,

like a hamster on the wheel,

i am not able to stop these thoughts,

clouding my indented percipience, 
I dash towards the ones I trust, 

but all they did was shut the door,

only to blame me for locking it, 

only to call me weak when my tears flow.
Will I survive? I will survive! 

when the dawn hides, the sun rises,

to a new day, to a new gift of life,

i will pass the prickly thorns 

to greet a lawn of colorful flowers. 

Posted by:Sharmin Jeet

I have always been interested in writing since my high school days - my first blog was started in 2009 and was kept hidden for almost 2 years. One day, I decide to come out of my shell and I've been in great abundance since then with great support systems around me. I am currently completing my Professional Certificate in Counselling and would like to pursue in Special Education for Children. I love sharing and I thought what's the better way than to write about it? I added a pinch of Photography with the idea of producing genuine contents from my point of view.

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